A lot of things have been going on in my life and I barely update my blog because I'm not in the mood, I'm tired, I have nothing better to say, and I am just darn lazy.
I have received and looked for advice from friends and other philosophers who have now long gone passed from this word only to find no comfort because as the cliché goes, "Happiness is a state of mind".
So now I am just eating my chocolate pudding and I am amazed how I can find happiness in this cold, delicious, and creamy dessert. No seriously, I'm not going to rely on comfort food to keep me going but these things do make me forget about such negativity in my life.
Also I had made a deal with myself. I won't react or even allow myself to be bothered by the taunts of those who have nothing else better to do in their lives. I will keep working and I will wait until I get admission to school. Once I quit my job, I will curse those people until the end of the earth. I will show them that I do indeed have a future and they are just worm food! Oh gosh, I'm being negative again... where's my chill pill?
So here I am at home right now because I don't have work today and I'm looking for things to do that will make my day productive. And I'm not surprised that I've already wasted several hours doing nothing... Tsk tsk! I should have just went to work today and earned myself some cash.
School is so darn expensive! I may have to give up my iPhone or at least give up my $60 iPhone plan for a $25 cellphone plan with just minutes... this means I can't use my iPhone as a GPS anymore... it's just too sad. I want the internet and I don't need the phone calls and the texting features. Can I do that? LOL!
Another senseless post.
I have received and looked for advice from friends and other philosophers who have now long gone passed from this word only to find no comfort because as the cliché goes, "Happiness is a state of mind".
So now I am just eating my chocolate pudding and I am amazed how I can find happiness in this cold, delicious, and creamy dessert. No seriously, I'm not going to rely on comfort food to keep me going but these things do make me forget about such negativity in my life.
Also I had made a deal with myself. I won't react or even allow myself to be bothered by the taunts of those who have nothing else better to do in their lives. I will keep working and I will wait until I get admission to school. Once I quit my job, I will curse those people until the end of the earth. I will show them that I do indeed have a future and they are just worm food! Oh gosh, I'm being negative again... where's my chill pill?
So here I am at home right now because I don't have work today and I'm looking for things to do that will make my day productive. And I'm not surprised that I've already wasted several hours doing nothing... Tsk tsk! I should have just went to work today and earned myself some cash.
School is so darn expensive! I may have to give up my iPhone or at least give up my $60 iPhone plan for a $25 cellphone plan with just minutes... this means I can't use my iPhone as a GPS anymore... it's just too sad. I want the internet and I don't need the phone calls and the texting features. Can I do that? LOL!
Another senseless post.
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